There can only be two plausible explanations for your sudden change of heart.
1. You see a free ride to Alaska.( which isn't a bad idea)
2. You are fiberglassing that canoe again and you forgot to turn on the exhaust fan.
After all the conversations and all the sense you made about being happy with what you have etc
I feel like I was just talked back into drugs by a rehab counselor.
Nah, I want you to go get that big honkin' firetruck and drive it down here to Minneapolis, and when you decide that motor won't work for you, I'm gonna relieve you of the burden \
for a song, and then build the most radical truck mounted RV you've ever seen!
That and you're right about wanting the free trip to Alaska.